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*A church fundraising program suggested by Tbogg to raise money for Carrie Prejean's breast implants, currently in the process of being repossessed by the Miss California Pageant.

Must admit, I haven't paid much attention to Ms. Prejean. Just assumed she should be forgiven for her poisoned little heart because if God saw fit to put it in such a purdy package, it couldn't be all bad, right?  Shoot, had I known her best assets were just snap-ons, and lay-away snap-ons at that, I could have foregone all the moral ambiguity and just gone ahead and hated her for the bigoted, hypocritical little turd she is.

November promises to be a banner publishing month with books by Prejean AND Palin coming out just in time for Christmas giving. The literati must be quaking in their boots with concern about the impact of these two intellectual giants on the American literary canon.  Few can rival "These Boobs Were Made for Preachin'" and "God is my Rod & Reel" for sheer homespun audacity (of dopes).  The one bright spot is probably one of these inspired tomes will finally knock Glenn Beck off the number 1 spot.  My faith in the human race will finally be restored when we quit rewarding mentally deficient lunatics like Beck (and Prejean and Palin) with book sales and television ratings. 

And this explains exactly what is wrong with our 'online expert' culture. The average person is no longer able to distinguish between bona fide expertise and the pseudo-status of online bigmouths whose absolute conviction in the correctness of their opinion and their right to blare it all over the Internet now replaces decades spent trying to thoroughly understand a subject so you can speak with authority. Now posters 'speak with authority' on myriads of topics without doing the hard work to really understand any of them. The rise of the online lay expert has real-life negative consequences in medicine, politics, science, etc. where any rube who has read a book and devised a personal theory can expound at length on dangers of vaccines, the coming socialist new order or any of a litany of semi-literate populist causes. This sort of 'clout' is not something to celebrate.

There is a classic line in the movie Monster House where the exasperated babysitter confronts the odd behavior of her charges by saying something like “I don’t know what you have, but I’m sure that it has initials and there are pills for it.” I sympathize with her frustration.  In our family, we have identified and assigned initials to one such disorder; C.U.D or ‘Consequence Understanding Disorder.’ Our observation has been that, while it strikes all races and both genders, it is far more serious, long-lasting and difficult to treat in males. In medical parlance this is known as a ‘gender bias.’ This is unfortunate because, of course, gender usually lasts a lifetime. It is more and more clear to me that, unfortunately, so does CUD.

All children have to suffer through the ‘learning by experience’ misery that is part of the human condition. However, people with CUD have the additional challenge of not actually internalizing these lessons, finding themselves in a state of chronic surprise when things go--predictably to the rest of us--horribly wrong.  The symptoms showed up early in my son. He had trouble grasping the notion that it is not a good idea to walk one way while looking another.  As a consequence, his unusually large head was a phrenological paradise with lumps, bumps and bruises everywhere.  Finally sick of hearing the walls in the house shake due to another CUD collision (‘Oh geez, Rory’s walking again’) and of being suspected of forehead abuse, we resorted to covering his head at all times with a football helmet (seriously). 

I admit I sometimes contributed to the problem, albeit innocently, my own mild CUD apparently rearing its ugly head.  I mean what could possibly go wrong with giving a young boy with a limited grasp of consequences a chemistry set? On white carpet?  During the most boring months of winter? 

One incident led me to believe we were making some progress. Rory, who was about 6 or 7 years old, became interested in a baby rattle belonging to a visiting infant.  The rattle was attached to a suction cup and Rory was fascinated to discover that with a little spit and some force, you could get that suction cup to stick to just about anything.  He stuck it to walls, appliances, and furniture, noting the various stickiness factor of each.  Over the years, I had learned to recognize the look on his face that meant we were in trouble.  It was a “hmmm, I wonder what would happen if…?” look and the blankness behind his eyes made it clear that he was in a full CUD mode. As he sat next to the innocent infant and held the rattle aloft in one hand, I saw that look in his eyes and thought was ‘oh no, he’s going to try to stick it on the baby!’ I ran across the room just in time to hear a resounding whap and see the rattle bouncing noisily from his own forehead.  My relief that he had chosen to experiment on himself and not the baby was short-lived, however, because he was in serious distress when he figured out that, once removed, the rattle had left a large, red suction hickey on his forehead.  There was no disguising it with a football helmet this time. He was forced to wear the evidence of his severe CUD for all to see. 

As difficult as that was for him (his classmates nicknamed him “Bullseye,” a name that sticks--no pun intended--to this day) at least I had hope that his distress would reinforce the consequences of that action and break through the devastating barrier of CUD.  For a time, it seemed that that is exactly what happened.  He suffered from other CUD-related injuries (who could predict that doing pretend death rolls out of your friend’s slow moving vehicle could result in someone getting hurt?), but I thought we had at least crossed the ‘suction-related injuries’ hurdle. Which is why I was so surprised when Rory, now 23 and a college student, came into my office area the other day with a horrible rash on his face. Fearing he may have a serious illness, I asked him about the multiple reddish-purple bruises covering his right cheek, forehead and chin. 

“Oh, are they still there?” he said. 

 I felt my heart sink. “Rory, are what still there?”

 “Well, I was holding an empty pill bottle last night--you know, the ones that seem hard--and I noticed that if I squeezed it just right, I could get enough suction to make it stick to my hand.”

No, no, no! It couldn’t be. This was total relapse to age 7 CUD behavior. But I had to be brave for both of us, so I closed my eyes and asked what happened next.

 “So, I thought I should see if I could get it to stick to my face,” Rory explained, as if this was perfectly rational. 

“Rory,” I said, “I know you are aware of this at some level, but just as a reminder, you are 23 years old and just got an ‘A’ in astrophysics.” I felt it was important to establish his identity in case CUD-related denial had blinded him to basic behavioral standards for someone who is technically an adult. “Are you seriously telling me that it never occurred to you that you would end up with a face full of suction hickies?”

 “I guess I just never really thought about it,” he said.  And that is the real tragedy of CUD.

 We will continue to work with Rory’s disorder until a cure can be found, but in the meantime, it is important to raise awareness of this little understood condition.  After all, we are all subject to the consequences of untreated CUD. What else could explain the illogical decisions reached by policy makers, corporate titans and elected officials (who, it is worth noting, are overwhelming male and therefore subject to the more severe form of CUD). Unfortunately, CUD is usually a silent disorder--especially if you are fortunate enough to have handlers protecting you from the consequences of your ridiculous behavior. If suction hickies were a universal manifestation of CUD, we would no doubt be astounded at how serious this epidemic is among our ‘leaders.’ Just imagine…

Sarah Palin: 2009 Campaign Photo? Yikes!

I am bothered, but not surprised, that for the most part the MSM seems to accept Palin’s dollar figure on the face of it. This is a woman who has been caught lying time after time, but they still parrot her ridiculous statements as if they came straight from the good Lord, himself.

After her resignation, polls showed that 7 in 10 Republicans would vote for her in 2012! When you visit news site forums, these mindless Palin-drones take over the comments section defending their idiot savant with the same sort of gusto they normally reserve for celebrating beer and Cheetos night. This is scary stuff. I don’t think Palin is a “joke.” I think she is a self-deluded narcissist (did you catch the ‘narcissistic rage’ when Andrea Mitchell dared to suggest that she needed to clarify her stream of consciousness explanation for resigning?) who represents lemming-like leadership in our first big step over the cliff into idiocracy. She is the quintessential malign personality (wrapped in a cutesy candy coating) that rises to power despite clear warning signs of unfitness.

Given the crystal clear evidence that she is not suited for any job that requires rational thinking, what will it take to get through to the public? It’s easy to make fun of her, but I think the MSM is discounting the rabid Palin-drones who are just angry enough and stupid enough to see this farce of a politician as the only person who can finally address and fix their myriad Fox News-inspired perceived grievances. I’m not laughing. I’m scared.

Vitiligo (vit-a-lie-go), a condition affecting the melanin-related pigmentation of the skin, was cited as the reason for Michael Jackson's dramatic lightening over the decades.  Skeptics naturally assumed he was getting his skin bleached and had only latched onto vitiligo as a convenient excuse for his choice to 'deny' his Black heritage.  However, reports that have surfaced since his death indicate that his entire body was very, very white, which would be consistent with the form of vitiligo called NPV in which the pigment in the skin is universally affected.  Most sufferers of vitiligo (it affects all races--it's just more obvious in darker skins) get patchy skin. There is plenty of photographic evidence that Michael Jackson did indeed have patchy vitiligo for years prior to possibly developing the more advanced form of the disease. Some examples are posted here. More information from a reliable source can be found here.

Jackson is also rumored to have suffered from lupus, an autoimmune disorder frequently linked with vitiligo, so it is certainly possible that the 'weird' changes in skin color could have been nothing more than a recognized medical disorder. 

Cable news networks have been pretty relentless in their coverage of the Michael Jackson death story since it broke over week ago. Granted, it was a major story and had shock value as well as pop culture value. However, it was truly non-stop coverage and critics have lambasted the skewed priorities and lack of journalistic ethics displayed by this sort of 'over the top' reporting.  I had to concede their point--until the Jackson story started to fade and the networks switched their focus to 'real' news. Here's a sampling:

Breaking News banner from CNN: Police in Houston are on a high-speed chase (and this is news, why?  How is this different than any other day in Houston or any major city?)

ABC feature story: Megan Fox Puts Foot in Mouth, Again. 

CBS and MSNBC both lead with news of Obama's trip to Russia, coupled with Debbie Rowe's decision not to attend the Jackson memorial. 

All in all, I think I preferred the inane babbling about Jackson over the ridiculous efforts to operate like real news outlets. 

Sarah Palin's resignation from the governship of Alaska midway through her term has tongues wagging about the real reasons behind it. Her rambling, contradictory and self-deluded 18 minute announcement did nothing to clarify the real reasons, but in it she clearly painted herself as a sainted victim of the MSM without acknowledging her own contribution to the adversarial relationship she created with them. It is worth noting that this is the same woman who told Hilary Clinton to 'stop whining' about unfair treatment in the media.

Palin's enduring popularity is a testament to the fact that we have not progressed much with women's rights.  It is obscene that after decades of fighting for legitimacy, success as a woman still boils down to sex appeal. Palin's wink during the debates was an admission of defeat.  She was broadcasting to the world that skill, intellect, gravitas and just plain hard work simply do not work for women, but sexual playfulness and willingness to brand yourself a MILF (now a GILF) sure do. Now she has provided fodder for critics who contend that mothers simply can't manage motherhood and responsible careers.

I agree with commentators who sincerely hope her resignation means Palin is going away. I don't want to see her continue in the limelight even for entertainment value, though I suspect she will.  For professional women, Palin's behavior is just one more obstacle we have to overcome on the way to being treated as full and equal contributors to society.

UPDATE:  This is the best explanation I've seen for her resignation so far:

"Perhaps she's simply chosen this precious time to prepare for her inevitable 2012 presidential run by hunkering down and finally studying how to wink more effectively (and not like an epileptic who was recently exposed to a strobe light)."
Warren Holstein at the Huffington Post

Did I Mention I'm a Lobbyist for the Health Insurance Industry?

It is with some despair that I watch the goings-on in the health care reform debate. I truly believe that this historical period is not only our best shot at real reform, but most likely our only shot, and it is enraging to watch the influence of the health insurance lobby, physician's lobby (AMA) and other powerful special interest groups frame the debate. Our current system of care amounts to passive eugenics, purposely weeding out the sick and allowing them to suffer and face untimely death because they are a 'drain' on society--or more accurately, a drain on health insurers bottom line. Isn't that exactly the same rationale eugenicists have used for decades to support their vile policies?  Tom Daschle narrowly avoided nomination as Secretary of Health and Human Services and I think we should count our blessings. His recent comments support opponents of a public option for health care reform expose his true motivation and a health industry lobbyist and demonstrate the conflict of interest that is poisoning the opportunity for real reform.

Open Letter to Tom Daschle:

This morning I took a call from a patient who is a member of the organization I work for. She has a 7-year-old son who is rapidly losing lung function and is heading for transplant if this disease progression can not be managed. Her physician ordered an inhaled drug, Pulmozyme, to help him get rid of excess secretions in his lungs and hopefully cut down on the nasty infections that are scarring his airways. Pulmozyme is a patent-protected drug with FDA approval to market. However, the bulk of the testing done on Pulmozyme was done in cystic fibrosis and the market approval was for that condition only. Because the evidence for efficacy of Pulmozyme only exists in cystic fibrosis, insurance companies often deny this drug to individuals with similar need, but a different diagnosis. The prescribed dose of Pulmozyme for this child costs $2,100 each month. Even with insurance coverage, the co-pay for Pulmozyme for this family would run $300 to $500 per month. Pulmozyme is one of seven medications this child takes and some of them are even more expensive. He does not qualify for Medicaid because he is not yet "sick enough." What exactly do you propose as a non-public option for people in this situation? They simply can't afford the medication, so their 'option' is to watch their son get sicker and finally succumb to symptoms that are treatable.

This is the reality on the ground. Over-priced drugs and therapies, niggling rules imposed by the insurance company to avoid having to pay for over-priced drugs and therapies and a dismissive attitude by society that assumes having insurance actually means you can afford health care. If this is the nightmare faced by those with insurance, imagine what is happening to those of us without. 

So, congratulations. By your comments endorsing the position of the Republicans opposed to a public option, you have just endorsed the continued misery of millions of vulnerable Americans who don’t nicely fit the actuarial models of the insurance industry.  As someone who currently can't get insured at any price because of a well-managed chronic illness, it disgusts me that--once again--the very people who created the problem are going to benefit most from the solution. I am tired of patiently waiting while people with no stake in the game--elected officials and others who are both wealthy and well-insured--debate whether I am deserving of health care at all and watch families fall into financial ruin as they try to secure care for their children. To allow the same industries that feel no remorse about decisions to deny necessary health care to certain people based on actuarial models--literally life and death decisions distilled to a simple calculus about impact on the bottom line-- more of a voice in this debate than American citizens is an outrage. As far as I’m concerned, you and others who oppose a public option are guilty of passive eugenics, sitting by while private industries decide which American citizen is entitled to care, knowing full well the current private insurance model leads to preventable illness and untimely death.  To assume these industries will suddenly become good actors, more concerned about American health and prosperity than their own greedy bottom line, is ridiculous.  To expect them to do so after watching the government cower under pressure from their lobbyists is obscene

It is clear that many people involved in this debate have no actual idea what is going on at the grassroots level. I have heard talking heads, including elected officials who should know better, suggest that the uninsured and underinsured ‘choose’ not to have coverage. That may be the case in a very small minority, but the vast majority of us either can’t get insurance due to a pre-existing condition or can’t afford the outrageous premiums. Under the current system, not only are you penalized for medical conditions over which you have no control, but you are doubly penalized for attempting to responsibly manage your health with your medical records serving as the basis for increased premiums or outright denials of coverage. It is legalized discrimination. To suggest that the average American, who these days is having trouble just holding on to his/her home, should find a spare $1,200 - $1,500 per month lying around for premiums, plus be able to foot the bill for co-pays, is just plain ignorant. The ‘option’ to pay for insurance (if you are lucky enough to be deemed insurable at all) that costs 1/3 to 1/2 or more of your total monthly income is no option; it’s a recipe for financial disaster.  Haven’t we had enough of that already?

Your suggested alternative, shifting the burden off the federal government and instead onto state and local governments that are already broke and have far fewer resources, only ensures that the goal of covering all American’s will fail. You must surely know this, so this plan is exposed for what it really is, a way to sustain the status quo with private industry actually calling the shots, while appearing to make an effort at reform. This is an insult to those of desperate for real reform.

Our elected leaders managed to overcome their differences and find a 'public option' for banks and other industries. It is about time they find their collective will to do the same for the American people. 

Michele Manion
Phoenix, Arizona

It's probably no surprise for me to confess to being very disappointed with Barack Obama. He deserved a few months to adjust to the job and to show us his "chops," so I dismissed the early red flags as part of the learning curve or as his attempt to unify the country by appealing to conservative voters. I'm beginning to fear that Obama is a closet conservative, or at least is more concerned about winning the support of conservatives than he is in championing the progressive agenda that got him elected. This is the behavior of a garden variety politician--not a leader--and we sincerely hoped and believed we were electing a leader. His refusal to hold the Bush administration accountable despite the clear will of the people that the truth about what was done in our name be made public, the egregiously discriminatory and insultingly ignorant anti-gay language of his Justice Dept's recent filing in defense of the Defense of Marriage Act, his refusal to reverse policies that interfere with transparency in government.  All of these sound like what we would expect from a Republican administration (except the blatant homophobia in the DOJ filing--I don't think even most Republicans would have sunk to that level) not an Obama administration.  I voted for the guy because we really do need change, but feared he would end up being just another politician--which so far seems to be the case. I'm not terribly surprised, but I sure am disappointed. I think it is perfectly appropriate and necessary to hold elected officials to the same standard and not to let party BS get in the way of that.  What Bush, et al did was wrong.  It does not suddenly become right because Obama's doing it and those of us who were the most vocal about the Bush misdeeds need to be the most vocal about Obama's, as well. 

If the past is the best predicter of the future, Obama's willingness to concede to the conservative point of view to win political patronage bodes very poorly for meaningful health care reform.  As someone who has been uninsured for more than eight years, primarily because private insurers in this country have decided I am not deserving of coverage at any cost based on common, well-controlled medical issues, I can't even describe my frustration at the current tone of the debate. It is ridiculous to let the people who created the problem--pharmaceutical companies who have manufactured diseases out of conditions that are simply part of the human condition in order to sell overpriced drugs, private insurers who view health as a commodity and discriminate without penalty against the sick and the weak and the American Medical Association which currently represents only about 20% of all practicing physicians because their bias for conservatism and in support of industry is anathema to most professionals actually interested in healing--have the strongest voices in crafting a 'solution.'  As someone who has felt pretty much voiceless, invisible and at the mercy of a medical system that rewards the healthy and wealthy and treats the sick--the people the system is designed to serve--as cultural pariahs, I am truly feeling a sense of despair at this turn of events. Obama was our only hope. We have no power, no political clout and no access to the corridors of power where the decisions that affect our lives are being made.  This was where hope and change came into play.  You could feel the desperation of the millions who came out to support Obama believing he was their best, their only, hope for a voice in the new America that only works for the rich and the corporatized.  With each new news report about the administration, we are witnessing hope turn to despair. What a waste and what a shame.

Obama certainly has not distinguished himself as a champion of civil rights when it comes to gay issues. It's not clear if this stems from his own deep-seated ambivalence about whether or not human beings who are homosexual are actually fully human and therefore deserving of the same consideration as all other humans or whether he is deathly afraid to torque off the bullying religious right.  Either option--bigot or coward--is pretty unappealing. Arguments have been made that this issue simply is not as crucial as some of the other big issues facing the country; health care, unemployment, economic collapse, etc. But I think you could make the case that tolerating discrimination in any form directly impacts all the big "significant" issues of the day.  After all, if it is okay to discriminate against a specific group of Americans, legally and codified in policy, what's to stop policy makers from doing the same when decisions about access to health care, employment rights and equality in financial practices are on the table?  How is a gay man or woman who attempts to assert their right to serve their country only to be told that their 'shameful' condition means they have a different standard to meet than their hetero counterparts any different than a sick person who, legally for now, is discriminated against when insurance coverage issues are decided with the full support and acquiescence of the health care industry lackies in the United States Congress?  In both cases, their value and equality as humans is being called into question to satisfy the belief systems of the intolerant and/or to support the bottom line of the already wealthy

Now comes word that our military has taken their bigotry a step further, not just tolerating discrimination against gays, but actively recruiting the most hateful and ignorant of all human beings, neo-Nazi White supremacists, into their ranks. The balls out, aggressive, no-holds-barred stupidity of this policy, given our recent propensity to invade and occupy countries that are chock full of non-Whites, is hard to fathom. That this-literally-hateful policy is being used to defend an equally egregious policy, the so-called Don't Ask, Don't Tell (DADT) policy, is simply unacceptable. DADT, which was the Clinton administration's ham-fisted effort at compromise, 'allows' gays to serve their country as long as they never speak about or reveal their sexuality. It was always a dumb, childish and clearly discrimatory policy.  Essentially, it relies on what my children relied on when playing make-believe, i.e. magical thinking. Pretend something is one way and then that's the way it really is. Since hetero soldiers are not required to keep their sexuality to themselves, DADT codified different treatment for different citizens and our elected officials, military braintrust and apathetic citizenry accepted it with little dissent. The rationale for DADT was that hetero soldiers, bigots that they were apparently all assumed to be, would not accept gay colleagues and the presence of gays in the military would cause dissension.  This rationale has now been kicked up a notch to justify discriminating against gay soldiers in favor of White supremacists (can't believe I actually just wrote that and that it's true), with our military apparently deciding that when it comes to bigots vs. gays, it is more justifiable to protect the psychological pathology of bigots than the civil rights of gay Americans.

At the bottom of all this ugly intolerance is the fanatical wing of the Evangelical "Christian" movement, which rails against gay marriage, but happily accepts and promotes violence to achieve its aims and embraces White supremacy without question.  Dangerous "Christian" extremism has infiltrated our military and institutions like the Air Force Academy in Colorado Springs (neighbor to James Dobson's Focus on the Family militia) are now for all intents and purposes Evangelical strongholds (links for further reading are below). This not only violates the Constitution of the United States, but puts military might in the hands of people who arrogantly believe they alone represent God's will.  Given a choice between carrying out God's orders (which, by their intolerance of any other viewpoints, they clearly believe they are the only ones qualified to interpret) and orders of the Commander-in-Chief's, it's pretty clear where they would feel their duty lay.

As someone who was raised a Christian in a fundamental home, I bristle at the gall of these people to usurp the name of Christ to justify their bullying and bigotry and can't understand why there isn't a bigger backlash against it. It would be like the more rabid members of the NRA, all hunters, deciding that they were the only true followers of Ghandi, claiming they alone have the knowledge of what Ghandi really meant--his example and actual writings be damned. They would then mangle Ghandi's message and call their belief system "Ghandianity" and self-righteously proclaim that efforts to bully others into accepting their misguided beliefs were noble attempts at 'Evangelical Ghandianity.' Hopefully, they would be treated as the absurd, ridiculous fools they are and yet no one sees or is willing to point out the parallels with some of today's more noxious Evangelical Christians. Jesus must be so proud.  Those most vocally asserting their 'Christianity' support their absolute entitlement to personal wealth at the expense of others, accept and even embrace intolerance and bigotry, and have few qualms about the righteous justification of resorting to violence as a means to enforce their personal brand of morality.  Do any of these things sound like Christ?  Who do these people think they are fooling?  Us, I guess. And they are right. As long as we let them operate unchallenged and our elected leadership cowers in fear before them, we don't need to be an official fundamental theocracy, we are one by default.  With policies like DADT excluding qualified soldiers based primarily on religious bigotry on one hand and accepting White supremacists into the military on the other, we are directly responsible for putting power in the hands of those least qualified wield it and most likely to abuse it. To reference an Old Testament parable (the story of Daniel and Nebuchadnezzer) "the writing is on the wall" and to ignore it is foolish and dangerous.

More info about Evangelical bias in military academic institutions:
Online Journal
CNN
New York Times
New York Times, II (our tax dollars at work!)